This level of restlessness. Fear, uncertainty—fear again. The utterances of faith don’t seem to allay the fears. Or maybe they do at first, but the fear always comes back. That sinking feeling, the crappy weight of it. I find myself
Love Letter to Jesus

I feel hugged by you Lord. Thank you for bringing me into your fold. I feel loved and welcome. I feel special. I am certain that you will never abandon me and you will do everything in your power to find me should I ever get lost.
Christ’s Death on the Cross

And after His death, we saw how wicked we had been. The death of Jesus gave us a true reflection of our own wickedness. So that many realised that truly Jesus whom they had killed was truly the son of God. “Indeed, God sent His son to teach and bless us, and in return, we killed Him!”
My Covenant with Jesus

My own source is Jesus. I recently forgot about Him. But he has recently reminded me that I am nothing without him. And he has shown me the wonderful gifts he promises to grant me in his own time.